One Of Us Has Got To Go

one of us has got to go, cause i can't go forever

what if bad is good, and good is only good for nothing anyways?

one of us has got to go cause i can't stay away

give me a gun because i'm done with being clever

i clench my teeth so they don't call your name

my hands, they grasp for your skin

i know all you'll ever bring me is pain

but it hurts when i'm with or without him

one of us has got to go, cause the world is oh so wrong

what if every single word has been a lie?

one of us has got to go because with every tear i cry

i don't know how much i can stand to clutch at strong

i clench my teeth so they don't call your name

my hands, they grasp for your skin

i know all you'll ever bring me is pain

but it hurts when i'm with or without him

i'd give my sanity to survive, and that's exactly the price
I know one more touch would kill me, but one more would never suffice

i grind my teeth, or they'll scream out in pain

my hands, they're itching for your skin

i know nothing good ever comes from your name

but it hurts when i'm with or without him

Random Free Verse

There's never any words to write anymore.
Every scrap of my soul flutters out the door,
As the layers of my skin sink to the floor;
I'm naked, I'm sinking, have I been here before?
I'm searching, but I can't seem to find my core.

Believe me, I'm thinking of you my dear;
Even though I don't say so, I still hold you near.
I don't know if this feeling can still be called fear;
I don't know why I hide, I don't know why I tear.
I don't even know why I can't seem to hear.

I go through the motions with my eyes closed tight.
You can't know me, don't you dare ask me to fight.
Even I don't understand my plight.
Believe me, I try with all my might,
But all I've ever really wanted to do is take flight.

I think about going, I think about the world,
I think about the way everything has unfurled.
I think about what I've done and what I've hurdled,
As I think the world spins and deeper I'm twirled.
Maybe it's best to stay permanently whirled?

See what you wish to see, as I hibernate.
Things will be as they'll be; is this fate?
In the long run it doesn't matter what you equate;
Humans will continue to hate, mate and create
As the world around them seems to deflate.

I honestly don't know the point of my rambles
I guess I just felt that seeing how life is in shambles
And I can't say anything without it being a gamble
I might as well post something I fully wrote, instead of just preamble
To the things I post when I want to speak, but my brain scrambles.