Their Words

I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you.

I never meant to make you cry.

There are many things that I would like to say to you

But I don't know how.

I can tell how much you hate this.

Deep down inside, you know it's killing me.

I can call, wish you well, and try to change this,

But nothing I can say would change anything.

I play my part and you play your game,

Teach me a lesson, maybe I deserve to know.

I think my bones are breaking under black eyes,

And book cases to the sky.

Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me.

I'm alive, but I'm losing all my drive.

I guess I let you get the best of me,

Cut me down to size, and paralyze me

With the contents of your pretty little head.

We were always meant to say goodbye.

I'm trying my best to let go of you, but I don't want to.

I never wanted this, never wanted to see you hurt.

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.

But people are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out.

It's not much, but I know that we've both changed.

My bones have shattered, my pride is shattered.

But in the midst of this self inflicted pain,

I can see my beautiful rescue.

I wish I could save you.

Hear my words that I might teach you,

Take my arms that I might reach you.

But my words like silent raindrops fell,

And echoed in the wells of silence.

It's a shame that it had to be this way.

It's not enough to say we're sorry.

I don't think you're gonna change.

There's just too much that time cannot erase.

You might just as well be blind.

Hope you can deal with all you will never know about me,

What I see, what I believe in, how I breathe, when I weep.

And how I'm better off without you, more than you know.

Songs used:

Cleaning Out My Closet - Eminem

Wonderwall - Oasis

Save You - Kelly Clarkson

You Give Love A Bad Name - Bon Jovi

Words - Darren Hayes

Bad Habit - Gregory and the Hawk

My Immortal - Evanescence

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

Over You - Daughtry

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

Breathe - Taylor Swift

Bend or Break - Secret Secret Dino Club

Beautiful Rescue - This Providence

The Sound of Silence - Simon and Garfunkel

Honesty - Billy Joel

All You Will Never Know - Avril Lavigne

These Walls

Laughter and tears take us closer I fear

I can't let this happen once again

See that look in your eyes whenever I'm near

Scares me because I don't want to lose my friend

I have this bad habit of getting too close

It always has to fall apart in the end

By the third time you touched me my heart just froze

Proving me right seems to be the latest trend

I put these walls up for a reason you know

I don't appreciate you just walking in and tearing them down

I don't want to hurt you and I don't want to let you go

Please don't make me say goodbye now

Why do they always have to mess with me

Is it so much to ask for just a friend

You think you're so different but you just can't see

The last thing I need is to be kissed again

I put these walls up for a reason you know

I don't appreciate you just walking in and tearing them down

I don't want to hurt you and I don't want to let you go

So please don't make me say goodbye now

Oh please don't make me

Please don't make me say goodbye now