Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Mistake




she took his hand
doesn't realize it's just part of his plan
he says trust me
and she believed, oh believed, she believed

her mistake
she just couldn't see 
how disgusting humanity can be
and now she's empty, empty, empty
it was her mistake
and now she'll never be free
all she can feel is his hands on her body
and he takes, and he takes, and he takes
her mistake

she let him in
now there's bruises on her porcelain skin
but he says love me
and she's happy as can be, as can be, as can be

her mistake
she just couldn't see 
how disgusting humanity can be
and now she's empty, empty, empty
it was her mistake
and now she'll never be free
all she can feel is his hands on her body
and he takes, and he takes, and he takes
her mistake

he threw her aside
she sits back and counts the lies
he says sorry
but now she sees, oh she sees, she sees

her mistake
but she just couldn't leave
oh how disgusting humanity can be
and now she's empty, empty, empty
it was her mistake
and now she'll never be free
she still can feel is his hands on her body
and she breaks, and she breaks, and she breaks
her mistake

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Satin and Lace



i was looking forward to a new year
new start, new life and no fear
but it didn't work out quite like i wanted my dear
i keep trying, keep prying your hands from my waist
but your grip is too strong, as i look at your face
remember when the only thing between us was satin and lace

but back to reality, in all actuality
you're gone, you've moved on
to your latest victim
and i guess i'm just gunna coast along
what else can you do when it all goes wrong?

each day dawns with shadows on my face
so it seems i gotta find sunshine some way
but pretty new things like that satin and lace
aren't always promises of happier days
and with that, i'm sinking fast 
one thought of you and i feel myself crash

back to reality, in all actuality
you're gone, you've moved on
to your latest victim
and i guess i'm just gunna coast along
what else can you do when it all goes wrong?

and guess who's still sitting here thinking of you
do you ever even think about what you do
what you did, what you're doing to someone right now
and i know in my heart she's falling apart 
like the million others you've conquered somehow

but back to reality, in all actuality
you're gone, you've moved on
to your latest victim
so i guess i'm just gunna coast along
what else can you do when it all goes wrong?

Thursday, September 2, 2010

flashback.




everybody's walkin round holding hands
he stares down at mine, clutching my sides
holding me back, back from love, back from pain
back from falling and crashing once again

the room spins, when i see you
but it's not the love song you're used to
silence decends, it's harder to breathe
i do my best to act calmly

i'm lost in the jungle of my head
and it's him i'm thinking of instead

if i had one wish, would it be for one more kiss
or just not to wince when i think of this?
you give me one more chance, but i have to pull away
while i struggle with this heart attack that's here to stay
i'm fighting this battle all the time
i'm a lost cause, and this problem is all mine
so i, oh, i'm so sorry
but this is no love story

everybody's tryin out romance
but i can't get my barren heart to dance
feel your arms through the pain, feel the drops in the rain,
take a chance to start all over again

there you are, and i feel that tug
but it's not the one you're thinking of
i'm sinking again, and i cant breathe
i'm drowning in my memory

i'm lost in the jungle of my head
and it's him i'm thinking of instead

if i had one wish, would it be for one more kiss
or just not to wince when i think of this?
you give me one more chance, but i have to push you away
while i struggle with this heart attack that's here to stay
i'm fighting this battle all the time
i'm a lost cause, and this problem is all mine
so i, oh, i'm so sorry
but this is no love story

yeah, i'm so, oh sorry
but this is no love story