Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Their Words



I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you.
I never meant to make you cry.
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how.

I can tell how much you hate this.
Deep down inside, you know it's killing me.
I can call, wish you well, and try to change this,
But nothing I can say would change anything.

I play my part and you play your game,
Teach me a lesson, maybe I deserve to know.
I think my bones are breaking under black eyes,
And book cases to the sky.
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me.

I'm alive, but I'm losing all my drive.
I guess I let you get the best of me,
Cut me down to size, and paralyze me
With the contents of your pretty little head.

We were always meant to say goodbye.
I'm trying my best to let go of you, but I don't want to.
I never wanted this, never wanted to see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out.

It's not much, but I know that we've both changed.
My bones have shattered, my pride is shattered.
But in the midst of this self inflicted pain,
I can see my beautiful rescue.

I wish I could save you.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you.

But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed in the wells of silence.
It's a shame that it had to be this way.
It's not enough to say we're sorry.
I don't think you're gonna change.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

You might just as well be blind.
Hope you can deal with all you will never know about me,
What I see, what I believe in, how I breathe, when I weep.
And how I'm better off without you, more than you know.


Songs used:

Cleaning Out My Closet - Eminem
Wonderwall - Oasis
Save You - Kelly Clarkson
You Give Love A Bad Name - Bon Jovi
Words - Darren Hayes
Bad Habit - Gregory and the Hawk
My Immortal - Evanescence
Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade
Over You - Daughtry
Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney
Breathe - Taylor Swift
Bend or Break - Secret Secret Dino Club
Beautiful Rescue - This Providence
The Sound of Silence - Simon and Garfunkel
Honesty - Billy Joel
All You Will Never Know - Avril Lavigne

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