no more
sunbeams dancing with laughter
sticky hands and new adventures
no more
mornings running away with the echo of tiny feet
a new year for the first time
no more
bundling up coats and gifts
the worst time of year
no more
picking flowers for little noses
games, problems, stories, hugs
never again
anything at all
good or bad
memories both nourish and devour
after mount everest nothing seems hard
or worthwhile
missing
days climb up to the end in the clouds
i was never good at chutes and latters
missing
past, present, future
beginnings, middles, ends
time itself dissolves into nothingness
missing
them
missing
life
missing
everything
i wanted to write you a love song but i didnt know what to say everything i think of's been taken need to find an original way
i could write a song about your eyes baby i could write a song about your smile i could write a song bout what you do to me but you already know you drive me wild once upon a time i was your princess but you've already heard that tale before so i'm just gunna tell you what you already know baby... i love you so
i bring out a paper and a pen wait for my heart to open up it's doors but looks like i got writers block once again an ocean to swim in but i'm stuck on the shore
i could write a song about your eyes baby i could write a song about your smile i could write a song bout what you do to me but you already know you drive me wild once upon a time i was your princess but you've already heard that tale before so i'm just gunna tell you what you already know baby... i love you so
a hundred poets have tried to find the words a thousand people have felt it no one seems to be able to get it right only three little words seem to fit
i could write a song about your eyes baby i could write a song about your smile i could write a song bout what you do to me but you already know you drive me wild once upon a time i was your princess but you've already heard that tale before so i'm just gunna tell you what you already know baby... i love you so
you dont know love and you dont know me or else how could you leave me here to bleed put on my headphones to drown it all out all of the shit coming out of your mouth and im not going to cry...
you don't know hurt and you don't know pain or else how could you do this to me again run as fast as i can to get away from day after horrible day
and i'm not going to cry... try as i, try as i, try as i might kick me when im down when life crumbles to the ground struggle to stay out of the depths of despair but i've been there so i'm not going to cry try as i, try as i, try as i might i fight life
you may know spite and you may know anger but friends like these won't get you anywhere keep treating people like this and karma will bite you back when push comes to shove you dont know who keeps track you may know how to fight and how to get by but who's going to miss that when you up and die keep lying and breaking and soon you'll see you drove away the ones that love you, like me
and i'm not going to cry... try as i, try as i, try as i might kick me when im downwhen life crumbles to the ground struggle to stay out of the depths of despair but i've been there so i'm not going to cry try as i, try as i, try as i might i fight life
once upon a fairytale i sat up in my grand castle where magic bloomed and imagination ran free now i dig my brain for words, don't understand the hassle no more pictures in my brain, nothing new appears to me i sit and wonder, where's my happily ever after
because once upon a few years ago, i could just let go and the world would fall away, i'm in my special place where masterpieces drifted, sadness and black was lifted get lost for hours and i don't want to find my way day dream my life away
i cant see the future and the past is kinda gone but put me in today and i got no clue whats going on so find me in my own world, where i used to have a clue but then reality interfered, and everything faded blue now let me get back, lose myself again let me seep into the world of paper and pen
because once upon a few years ago i could just let go and the world would fall away, im in my special place where masterpieces drifted, sadness and black was lifted get lost for hours and i dont want to find my way day dream my life away
once upon a time is every girl's favorite line cause it means a happy ending's on the way and eventually there will be light but slip into reality and dreariness is all you'll see imaginations starts to slip away and theres no ending at all in sight
but once upon a few years ago i could just let go and the world would fall away, im in my special place where masterpieces drifted, sadness and black was lifted get lost for hours and i dont want to find my way day dream my life away
ooh once upon a few years ago i could just let go and the world would fall away, im in my special place where masterpieces drifted, sadness and black was lifted get lost for hours and i dont want to find my way day dream my life away
During the day People surround me My mind’s taken away From all of the things that i dont like to see During the day I try to hide The real me inside The me using all her strength not to cry During the day
But when no one can see me At night I’m totally swept away And i sob as i pray Because emotions run fast And i’m stuck in the past At night Now i’ve gotta wipe the tears away Maybe tomorrow will be a better day
During the day I’m good at pretending Practised at defending During the day Its like hide and seek But you’ll never find me Never get a peek Not during the day
But when no one can see me At night I’m totally swept away And i sob as i pray Because emotions run fast And im stuck in the past At night Now i’ve gotta wipe the tears away Maybe tomorrow will be a better day
During the day i jump but at night i crash My hearts been broken so much is there anything left And i wish and i wish and i dream and i dream I still hope and thats why it seems To hurt so much When it all comes raining down on me
When no one can see me At night I’m totally swept away Emotions run fast I’m stuck in the past At night Then i’ve gotta wipe the tears away Maybe tomorrow’ll be a better day
